Thursday, June 10, 2010

何谓纳闷。
很难形容,为何纳闷?我还看不透。接受不到咯~
哈哈,或许,此刻的纳闷,是因为我逼自己接受,才会出现的吧。
我相信过了,就会好的。
为了成为一个更成功的人,这点点纳闷,我不能输给它啊!
我要越过你!!
只是简简单单的爱过,我还是我~简简单单的伤过,就不算白活,
简简单单的疯过,被梦带走,故事结束了,心里应该给自己寂寞的感觉才对 =)
或许,喜欢上寂寞,是我能够使自己更坚强的理由吧。
我时常教人家不要这样想,可是现在的我,怎么走向那个区位?
嗯,什么都不重要,我要告诉自己,她现在心已经没有我了。
我也得快点把她的影子抛开。
不然,收得越久,心就会越多沉重的石头。

人生 =)

什么是人生。

我们是为了生存才继续么?

人家有一句话说过,一个人当遇到越多的事情时,

我们对某些东西的要求就会越低。

是这样的么?

不,人是不会满足的 =)

当我们发现我们还有能力去最求更多的东西时。

我们就会去闯。

这不是偶然,而是必然的。

我们会做很多的事情,来证明自己的存在。

只要那间事情,是不会影响自己下半生的。那就好。

千万不要做坏事,还是做了一些你得为你自己负责一辈子的事情。

责任,当你越是要逃避它的时候,它就越追着你。

是你的就是你的,你迟早都得面对。

你可以逃避,代价就是你会得到一个你不怎么满意的人生。

人生只有一个东西能够解释完,------>面对。

我太放纵自己对你的付出。---> 嗯 =)

我有点不甘心,及很多的不舍得。--->嗯 =)

我很庆幸我经历了这件事情。

因为,过程中,我学会面对了,至于你,加油吧。

逃避到一时,逃避不到一辈子。

错了,就要认。不要给它继续错下去。

没有东西是说错了,就得继续错下去的。

现实是这样。事业是这样。感情也是这样 =)

谢谢你们,惠韵,慧珊,志哼。

你们今天对我的投资,我会用时间证明给你们看这是对的选择 =)

Monday, June 7, 2010

生病的夜晚和麦片是最幸福的事 =)

今晚的我是很幸福的。
因为我生病了,所以得吃很多不同颜色的药丸 =)
可是,这却是舒服的。。
因为肚子实在太饿,所以我被逼泡了麦片来喝了后才能吃药。
嗯。。原来,麦片可以这么好喝的。
我突然想起我很久都没这样享受了。
哎,如果我的房间能够变得比较美一点,
有气氛一点,我想我这个享受肯定是更大了。 =)
几时才能拥有自己的一个空间呢?我需要一个完全是靠自己双手打造,
舒舒服服,别人进到来都会不想出去的一个空间。
呵呵,目前的房间比较不可能做到吧。因为,真的很多书本。。
哎。。我自己都不懂要怎么整理好这么多书。。多到连房间都装不下了。==

嗯,今晚我或许又会因为药效的关系会无意的睡下吧。
是个好事,还是坏事呢? 有得睡就是好事 =)


可是,功课。。。还没做完啊。。~~~~(>_<)~~~~

Saturday, June 5, 2010

to-be & not-to-be. it was a question.

to be or not to be that is a question for all of us.
yes! i am the once will chose to be,
even i duno the ending will how.
but if the to be is a need for me to improve myself to become more better and happy, i will force own to choose it.



human need to force own always to do something which is "to be".

"to be improve.."
"to be happy"
"to be trust by someone"
"to be a person whose outstanding"
"to be myself and share myself together to all my friend."
"to be continue..my life story wif all my dear fired and also someone whose is important in my life before and also now."




a story will always have a new chapter and keep continue if u choose to believe that everything will have a grade starting when u try start your own story.


Choose to believe the "to-be-continue~ in every moment when there is a moment you lost something;



the moment you lost something,

is was the moment you need to trust yourself,



the moment you trust yourself, it was the moment you can do something to made the story continue and catch back the thing that you lost ..






nothing will lost forever, it just depend that you wan to made the thing "to be continue" or "no to be continue" in your life only.



sometime, something in this moment is a crisis and it was something that you feel that you hate to have it and hate to be continue it.



well,if you feel really tired. rest awhile, and maybe once day you will found out, actually..the moment that you hate, is a moment tht you choose that "no to be continue" your story.



nothing is right or wrong,
it just depend on the time u made your decision.


maybe the moment you choose "no to be" is a right choose for you,



but..it not a right mind if you always put the thing in to the category wif track mark "not-to-be"ever and ever again in your life.



it was a decision you killing some hope from your life.. =(



if there are some chance and thing come to you..try to change your "no to be " to become "to be".


you will find out there are something behind and it was something you never thought before..in the moment you choose to believe it.




a the moment that human choose to trust it was something to be, and it is the moment we give our life some hope =)






a difficult life should have a hope to made us survive,
agree? ;p